The rest of the weekend was pretty good too. Father's day was a bit sad though. It was Anakin's first Father's day without His Dad. It was strange to go for a picnic in the park without him. We are in the same boat now. We both don't have a Dad to celebrate it with.
I am feeling very nervous and anxious today. I have an appointment on Thursday with the Gync about getting a hysterectomy done. This is a very major surgery and a lot to think about. I have been dealing with fibroids. One of the fibroids is quite large and causing me a lot of problems. I've been trying to be healthy this year but struggled with some issues like the fibroids. I feel very torn. I would like to be rid of all the problems with my fibroids but the surgery is scary. I'm worried about the recovery time and possible complications from that surgery. The whole thing is causing me a lot of anxiety.
I miss Master a lot today. Can't wait to cuddle up with Him tonight.
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
