A quiet weekend with Master

I had a pretty quiet weekend with Master Anakin. I wasn't feeling 100% so we didn't do very much. We had a movie night on Saturday night which was really nice. We watched Flight and Rocky Balboa. Flight was a really excellent movie!! I recommend it a lot. Anakin and I were both crying at the end of it. I was really impressed. It gave me a lot to think about. It was our 3rd time watching Rocky Balboa. I love the Rocky movies. They are very inspirational.

I really enjoy spending time with Master. We haven't been able to play in a while which is a bit frustrating to both of us. I've been dealing with health issues due to having fibroids. He's also afraid to put too many marks/bruises on me in case I get called in for surgery due to being on the cancellation list for it.

I haven't heard anything yet about the hysterectomy and that's been very frustrating. Living with the fibroids takes a lot out of me. I just want to be done the surgery and moving forward in my life. I am still very nervous and anxious over surgery but tired of living with the fibroids.

I haven't been feeling like blogging much lately. I do try to tweet and keep in touch with people but have lost some of my motivation for blogging. My force is still very strong with Master. We are both connected and close. He's been taking really good care of me. I feel so lucky to have Him. 

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

A pretty good weekend

I had a pretty good weekend with Master Anakin. We were able to have a quickie on Friday night. He also gave me a big orgasm right before bed. It was nice to connect. We weren't able to play though. I really miss getting spanked! :P 

The rest of the weekend was pretty good too. Father's day was a bit sad though. It was Anakin's first Father's day without His Dad. It was strange to go for a picnic in the park without him. We are in the same boat now. We both don't have a Dad to celebrate it with.

I am feeling very nervous and anxious today. I have an appointment on Thursday with the Gync about getting a hysterectomy done. This is a very major surgery and a lot to think about. I have been dealing with fibroids. One of the fibroids is quite large and causing me a lot of problems. I've been trying to be healthy this year but struggled with some issues like the fibroids. I feel very torn. I would like to be rid of all the problems with my fibroids but the surgery is scary. I'm worried about the recovery time and possible complications from that surgery. The whole thing is causing me a lot of anxiety.

I miss Master a lot today. Can't wait to cuddle up with Him tonight.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Get away to Victoria!

This weekend was pretty nice. We were able to get away for the day to Victoria, B.C. We took an early ferry on Saturday morning. It was a really nice day for it too. I love Vancouver Island. Fresh ocean air and lots of great places to check out. We did some shopping and also went to a really nice beach.  I did lots of walking around. We haven't gotten away in a while so it felt really nice to be somewhere different.

We came back and got naughty. We opened some wine and then started to fool around. We had some great sex. Then He gave me an orgasm with the Hitachi. I was so tired that I fell asleep right after it. It was a really nice day. :)

I really hope we can get away more this summer!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

TGIF! Needing some time with Master

TGIF! I've had a really stressful week. I am looking forward to some time with Master this weekend. I am really hoping that we can get a date night tonight. It's been a few weeks since we last played. I really need some time on the darkside!

It's finally Friday! Yah! :)

Have a great weekend!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

A fun day with the family!

The last week has been very long and stressful. I'm dealing with some health issues. We have also been getting ready for my FIL's memorial next week. Today we plan to take a break from everything and have some fun! We are heading out the Fan Expo in Vancouver!! We are taking both our kids to it. We'll be taking the skytrain and spending the day in Vancouver. It's going to be fun! We all need a break.  There should be lots of celebrities there too! I have to admit I'm kind of excited to see Merle from the Walking Dead there! Although I was disappointed that Daryl couldn't make it! :P

I hope that everyone has a great weekend! We plan to take pictures today at the Fan Expo. I'll try to post those soon! Should be a very fun day! :P

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Morning sex and masturbation with the Hitachi!

Today has been a pretty good day. It started with some morning sex with Master Anakin. We were able to connect before He went to work. He also gave me permission to use the Hitachi today. I did my yoga workout and then went upstairs and got comfortable. I used the Hitachi and made myself feel good with a very big orgasm. My orgasms have gotten so much better with losing weight and doing the yoga. :)

I'm really excited that Anakin is home for a 4 day long weekend coming up. He is taking tomorrow off and Monday is a holiday for us. It's Family day here in B.C. It's a new holiday which just started this year. A chance for us to spend time with our kids and family. My FIL is probably going to be coming home this weekend from the hospital and we will be helping him out too.

I'm hoping that Master and I will have the chance to play on the darkside! I am needing a spanking and some play time with Him! :P

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

A rough weekend

Date night went really well on Friday night. We went out for sushi and then came home to play. There was bondage and lots of spanking. The sex was amazing and we had several orgasms. There was even more play on Saturday morning. We got a call though and had to race over to my FIL (Father-in-Law)'s place. He had taken a really bad fall and needed help. I didn't know how bad it was until we got there.

He couldn't stand up without being in extreme pain. He was short of breath and was in really rough shape. We decided to call 911 and get assistance for him. It was really hard to see him like that. He was taken to the hospital by ambulance and we followed behind. He had broken his leg and needs surgery. He is getting surgery done this morning. They are also running a bunch of tests on him. He's fallen a few times but this time was the worst. They are very concerned that the cancer has spread. :(

It became very clear to us that things need to change with my FIL. He's going to need home care support and a lot of help. It's a lot to think about. I had an emotional breakdown over it yesterday. My FIL is very important to our family. He is more of a Dad to me than my own ever was. He's a really great man. He helped me to raise our kids. It really upsets me to think of life without him. I know we have to face the reality though that he has terminal cancer and our time with him is limited. We need to appreciate any time that we get to spend with him.

I am thinking of my FIL and hoping the surgery goes well. We'll have to take it all one step at a time. I'm not sure how long he'll be in the hospital or may even need long term care. I am glad Anakin is there. He's been really great taking care of His Dad. I'm so proud of Him.

We'll get through this. Our force is strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala