9 year wedding/TPE anniversary

It's hard to believe that it was 9 years ago today that I married Master Anakin. I can remember how beautiful the day was. Everything was perfect. We had all our friends and family around us. Our kids were able to be a part of our wedding. We became a real family that day. My wedding night was very special too. I signed a TPE (Total power exchange) agreement and our relationship dynamic changed a lot after that day.

A lot has happened in the last 9 years. We have lost many loved ones along the way. Today is normally a very happy day but it is also sad for me. I can remember my FIL welcoming me into the family on my wedding day. I felt like he became my Dad that day. We lost him on Sunday when he passed away. I have been grieving a lot in the last few days. We are in the process of packing up his stuff so we can sell his place. I miss him so much already although I know he is in a better place. We are planning for his memorial which is coming up.

Anakin and I did celebrate our anniversary although I never had the chance to blog about it. We went out on Saturday after we visited my FIL in the hospital. We went out for a romantic dinner and then to the casino. I won money too! I won almost a hundred bucks! We came home to play time and some great sex.  It was a very nice way to celebrate our anniversary.

The very next day we lost my FIL. It was one of the hardest experiences in my life to say a final goodbye to him. I do know that he would be very happy for Anakin and I today. He was one of the biggest supporters in our relationship. I am so glad that he (and many others who have passed away) were able to be a part of our family wedding 9 years ago today.

Happy anniversary, Master.i truly love being Your wife and TPE slave. xoxo

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Easter long weekend

I'm really looking forward to the Easter long weekend! Master is home for 4 days. The teen is going away for a few days but we will be celebrating Easter together on Monday as a family. I've always loved Easter. Anakin and I had an Easter themed wedding in 2004. This year our anniversary doesn't fall on Easter. It's coming up very soon though. Hard to believe it's been almost 9 years since we got married and signed our TPE agreement.

Anakin and I have been talking about a big trip next year to renew our wedding vows for our 10 year anniversary. We are hoping to go to either Las Vegas or Hawaii for that. I'm really excited! It's been a really amazing journey for us. Lots of ups and downs but we have remained strong through it all. My marriage and relationship with Anakin is stronger than it's ever been. I truly love Him with all of my heart and really enjoy being His TPE slave.

I'm hoping to play on the darkside with Master this weekend! I need a spanking! :P

Have a really great Easter long weekend and holiday!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala