A rough weekend

Date night went really well on Friday night. We went out for sushi and then came home to play. There was bondage and lots of spanking. The sex was amazing and we had several orgasms. There was even more play on Saturday morning. We got a call though and had to race over to my FIL (Father-in-Law)'s place. He had taken a really bad fall and needed help. I didn't know how bad it was until we got there.

He couldn't stand up without being in extreme pain. He was short of breath and was in really rough shape. We decided to call 911 and get assistance for him. It was really hard to see him like that. He was taken to the hospital by ambulance and we followed behind. He had broken his leg and needs surgery. He is getting surgery done this morning. They are also running a bunch of tests on him. He's fallen a few times but this time was the worst. They are very concerned that the cancer has spread. :(

It became very clear to us that things need to change with my FIL. He's going to need home care support and a lot of help. It's a lot to think about. I had an emotional breakdown over it yesterday. My FIL is very important to our family. He is more of a Dad to me than my own ever was. He's a really great man. He helped me to raise our kids. It really upsets me to think of life without him. I know we have to face the reality though that he has terminal cancer and our time with him is limited. We need to appreciate any time that we get to spend with him.

I am thinking of my FIL and hoping the surgery goes well. We'll have to take it all one step at a time. I'm not sure how long he'll be in the hospital or may even need long term care. I am glad Anakin is there. He's been really great taking care of His Dad. I'm so proud of Him.

We'll get through this. Our force is strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala