Movie date night with Master

It was really nice to have a distraction yesterday. Master Anakin and I had a date night. He took me to see Man of Steel! Great movie! It was much better than I expected. It was really nice to get my mind off the upcoming surgery. We came home and opened some wine. We played a little bit and had sex. I had a really big orgasm. We were not able to play very hard due to the marks. I am on a cancellation list for the surgery so I don't want to have many marks in case it happens right away. He did spank me with His hand and a little bit with the belt. It was nice to have a red bum! :) I enjoyed my date night with Master.

I am spending the day getting ready for the surgery. I was told that things can happen very quickly if a cancellation happens. So I want to be ready. I am cleaning the house and also getting my hospital bag ready. I'm panicky and scared but also feel a sense of acceptance over the hysterectomy. I am having so many different health issues going on because of the rapidly growing fibroids. I know that this was the best decision and that has given me some peace. I just hope that I can get in sooner than later for the surgery. I want to be recovering and not dealing with these awful fibroids anymore.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala