Happy Canada Day!

This weekend is the Canada Day long weekend! 18 years ago today I gave birth on the Canada Day long weekend. I had my first child. The teen turns 18 today. It was a really hot and sunny day when she was born. I had been in labor for 48 hours and went in for an emergency c-section. I'll never forget that moment that she was born. I became a mother for the first time. It was one of the happiest days of my life!

I  have been enjoying the long weekend with Master. We have watched movies. We even had  time for sex and orgasms too! He was very supportive with going to the dentist yesterday. I have always had a phobia about dentists and doctors. I tend to get a lot of anxiety with going to appointments. He was proud of me for going though and bought me some treats.

I started my period early this month. It seems like with having fibroids that I bleed more and more. It's a reminder of why I am getting the hysterectomy done. I will be glad when I don't have to worry about that anymore. Waiting for the hysterectomy to be done has caused me a lot of anxiety. Hopefully I'll get a call to get in this summer for that and won't have to wait until the Fall.

Happy Canada day to all those celebrating it! I hope everyone is having a good weekend!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Looking forward to the long weekend!

The Canada Day long weekend is coming up. Master Anakin will be home for 4 days. I'm really looking forward to spending some time with Him. The last week has been very stressful. I really hope we can relax and try to have some fun on the long weekend. I'd also love a chance to play with Him too. I miss playing on the darkside.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala